Hello friends. I’m going to make this post short because I’m already getting emotional, posting it. Let’s just get into it: I’m going on a 2-week hiatus from this blog and it’s much-needed. As I’ve mentioned in previous posts, my boyfriend and I were supposed to be together and doing things.
However, I haven’t heard from him in a week (when I’m writing this) so I don’t know what’s going on with him. I just wish I had some kind of answer so I wouldn’t be stuck, feeling so terrible. I’m just feeling so confused and mostly, hurt. I put so much time and money into this trip so it just sucks to not even be able to enjoy my vacation.
Honestly, it’s just incredibly hard to just sit down and write a post. I have no motivation or energy to do anything. I’ll start having a decent morning but by the afternoon, I feel like I’m falling apart. I feel so stupid since we’ve been dating for 3 years so I was completely blind-sided by this and still am.
Right now, I don’t have any idea what’s going on. All I know is that I deserve some kind of explanation and I haven’t gotten that yet. All of that being said, I have to take a break and focus on myself. Mentally and emotionally, this is taking a huge toll on me and my anxiety is through the roof. Overall, I just feel like I need to take a step back from everything and regroup.
I will have a few posts going up including my April TBR and March Wrap-up. I originally planned on doing Top 5 Tuesday but I don’t think I can write a post about romantic reads. Soon but not right now. I also won’t be replying to comments, reading posts or basically doing anything with this blog.
Update: Because Jeff is a coward, he broke up with me at 2am so I didn’t have any time to question it or process the decision. I’m upset, heartbroken and honestly furious.