Hello friends. I’m going to make this post short because I’m already getting emotional, posting it. Let’s just get into it: I’m going on a 2-week hiatus from this blog and it’s much-needed. As I’ve mentioned in previous posts, my boyfriend and I were supposed to be together and doing things.
However, I haven’t heard from him in a week (when I’m writing this) so I don’t know what’s going on with him. I just wish I had some kind of answer so I wouldn’t be stuck, feeling so terrible. I’m just feeling so confused and mostly, hurt. I put so much time and money into this trip so it just sucks to not even be able to enjoy my vacation.
Honestly, it’s just incredibly hard to just sit down and write a post. I have no motivation or energy to do anything. I’ll start having a decent morning but by the afternoon, I feel like I’m falling apart. I feel so stupid since we’ve been dating for 3 years so I was completely blind-sided by this and still am.
Right now, I don’t have any idea what’s going on. All I know is that I deserve some kind of explanation and I haven’t gotten that yet. All of that being said, I have to take a break and focus on myself. Mentally and emotionally, this is taking a huge toll on me and my anxiety is through the roof. Overall, I just feel like I need to take a step back from everything and regroup.
I will have a few posts going up including my April TBR and March Wrap-up. I originally planned on doing Top 5 Tuesday but I don’t think I can write a post about romantic reads. Soon but not right now. I also won’t be replying to comments, reading posts or basically doing anything with this blog.
Update: Because Jeff is a coward, he broke up with me at 2am so I didn’t have any time to question it or process the decision. I’m upset, heartbroken and honestly furious.Ā
If you want to, you can reach out to me on Twitter or Goodreads. I probably won’t be on much but you can tweet or message me if you want.
Hope you feel better soon š
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That is terrible, Rebecca. After three years he owed you so much more. I hope the hiatus helps you. I highly recommend the book It’s Called a Break Up Because It’s Broken. It really helped me and so many of my friends!
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Thank you. I bought that book at B&N and finished it last night. It really helped me, thank you for the recommendation. ā¤
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I am so so glad!
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So sorry to hear this – take all the time you need. ā¤ā¤
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Thank you! ā¤
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Thinking of you and hope that the hiatus helps š
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I’m sorry, and you definitely deserve better. We’ll be here and ready to read when you get back!
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Thank you so much ā¤
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Omigosh, I’m so so so sorry, Rebecca. You deserve so so so much. ā¤ ā¤ We'll be here, ready and eager for you when you come back. Rest your heart and mind. I'm just so sorry to hear about that, and hopefully your heart, head, and body will start to mend soon. ā¤
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Thank you so much ā¤ It means a lot.
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I’m so sorry that this happened to you ā¤ļø
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So sorry this happened to you. Take all the time you need.
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Here’s to hoping the hiatus clears your head and that you get some closure in the future. I am so sorry to hear that this has happened. I’m rooting for you–we all are. Take care of yourself, okay?
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Thank you so much.
Doubt I’ll get closure but that’s okay. I’ll find someone better ā¤
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Iām so sorry to hear this. Sounds like you deserve better hun. Hope you get to feeling better soon. ā¤ļøā¤ļø
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Thank you so much ā¤ ā¤
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Take your time!
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Oh hun, that’s awful. You definitely don’t deserve to be treated this way! Sending virtual hugs and good thoughts your way. Take however long you need, we’ll be here when you get back x
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Thank you so much ā¤
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Love you Bec, he didn’t deserve you anyway. Good riddance! ššš Take all the time you need!
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Love you ā¤ ā¤
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I just saw this and I’m so sorry love. I can’t believe someone would message you so late and just leave you hanging like that. I hope things have been looking better since this time, darlin’. Lots of love! xoxo ā¤
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Thank you so much. I’m actually feeling pretty good now. š
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I’m glad! It’s not the best thing to have to go through, but I’m glad to know things seem to be turning for the better for you now š
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Thank you ā¤
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